Saturday, January 30, 2010

Nothing...

How I wished things would be easy for me. Everything will go as according to plan - life, study, love, etc. When I wake up in the morning, I often imagine that there would be someone staring and smiling at me, just waiting for me to get up and smile to her back. Well, that will be another story. Life, however, is not that simple. We, whether we like it or not, are attached to something else. Rules, expectations, family, religion, and so on are just among the things that we cannot avoid from encountering with. It is inevitable. That is what people say. I am just paraphrasing it. *smiling*


Live life to the fullest. Define 'fullest' if you can. People usually think that they need to spend their lifetime to the fullest as life is seen as too short to be contented with. It is true. At a time, we might be laughing at the jokes of our friends. Then, we depart. Nevertheless, have we ever thought that we would surely ever see them again after that? What if something bad happens to them? What if it happens to us? Are we ready for it? Live life to the fullest - how? Is it by spending the rest of our life playing games and watching movies? Is it by clubbing and drinking during weekends? Or is it by cracking our head in studies? It is quite subjective, isn't it? I hope there is a single answer to it then everyone will have the same purpose in their life. Things will not be as complicated as it is now, but people would say that there is no life in that. 'It will be boring', they say. Likewise, they would add that it is too common and there is no variety in it. See? It is somewhat subjective. Well, everyone has their own perceptions. It is up to us to choose the right one.

That's all. Take care.

Thursday, October 2, 2008

This is me...


Well, let me introduce myself. My full name, according to my IC, is Rashidi Bin Razif.

I was born on January 6, 1989 in Kota Kinabalu (Queen Elizabeth HOspital to be precise).

Currently, I'm living in Kg. Marabahai, Tuaran, with my family.

I have 2 siblings & I'm the youngest in my family. One is my sister ~she's married already~.

I come from a not-so-rich family. My father works as a labour & my mom is a full time housewife.

I got my early education in SK Pekan Tuaran & SUIS Pekan Tuaran (both attended from 1996-2001). I have never been to elementary school before. Then, I furthered my studies in SMK Badin, Tuaran (attended 2002-2006). ~nothing special during my school years though~. Now? I’m doing TESL course in IP Gaya, KK.

When I’m free, I like to listen to various kinds of music, from POP to Rock. Due to my interest in music, I like to sing too though I don’t have that sweet voice like Michael Buble’ *Laugh*.

Furthermore, I like to read ~Duhh..!! I’m forcing myself actually~ apart from surfing the internet ~social networking~.

Not only that, I also have this one particular out-of-your-mind interest~ bodybuilding *Giggle*. Yet, I don’t really put them into practice ~lazy I think~. Frankly, I’m just trying to lose some weight. That’s why I’m trying my best to nurture this interest into myself. What the hell am I saying here?? ~LOL~.

My favourite food? Well, I don’t have any. I mean specifically. I eat whatever that is Halal. I’m not that fussy when it comes to filling up my cute tummy…hehehe…

The personal me- I hate hypocrites though in reality, we can’t avoid to be one of those bastards!

I’m quite shy ~at first~ yet rather approachable when u have finally known me better.

I’m not a strong or devout type of person when it comes to religion. Nonetheless, I admit that I do practise every compulsory thing which is strictly required in my religion- Islam. Well, it doesn’t mean that when you are religious you are forbidden from rejoicing your life, right? We need to learn to be flexible. That’s what I have learnt from my teachers. ~^_^~.

I like to have people, friends who can accompany me especially when I’m having difficulties in life. That’s why I dislike being alone. It makes me feel like a lone ranger. Sometimes, I even do stupid things when I’m overwhelmed by distress due to my loneliness.

What else arrr..?? I think that’s all for now… I’ll keep this updated from time to time… ~To be continued…~